HMM. this whole week seemed to have passed so quickly. argh. too quickly le lah, so many test coming up next wekk. DAMN~!
haiyo, i aint gonna do well for amaths& chemistry. thats for sure. i`m getting tuition le lah. well, at least for chem. cos i seriously dont get what msteng is teaching. && mrlim is gonnna gimme extra maths lessons=)) haha. he says he need to save me desperately. haha. played netball with tchers ytd. i did badly lah. so dissapointed in myself. argh!english lesson are such a bore. AS USUAL! bt i did managed to complete my formal letter on time! && for the first time i understood & paid great attention in physics lesson. HAHA! THANKS DADDY! he went thru with me. haha. thats y..lols. SS LESSON SUCKED! bloody mrslee. i cant stand her lah. wonder how she ever became the HOD sia. KNS LAH! watched some tamil show. pathetic lah. barely even 10 mins? if mstey was the one. i would b so much better. mrs lee is horrible!
RECESS! then in the hall. YC bully us lah. actually nt really bully lah. she was kind enough to give us a 'MASSAGE'. so pain sia! until now still can feel then pain. haha. i didnt understand a thing in amaths today. well, bt at least i read it up just now before i came online. haha. dad picked me up today, then picked lil sis. skipped lunch~ watched tv, shower-ed then slp! haha. till like 7 plus then was awoken for dinner, if nt i think i would nt have woken up at all. will slp thru till the next morning. hmm, daddy sort of scolded me the day before. nt exactly scold lah, bt as encouraging? bt his method is nt saying sweet words lah. i told him i needed tuition, & of cos he`ll agree to it lah. bt when i told him i wanted to drop chem totally or to combine chem-phy. he sort of scolded me. HOW CAN U SAY U WANA DROP WHEN U HAVENT TRIED?!THEN he said he didnt see me studying at all. so its nt that im stupid or what. haha. he also said i`m lazy. haiyo. kinda true lah bt i always have no mood to study lah. its nt that i dont wanna try, bt its ... aiyo, i dunno lah. well, at least he did ask me to try. && said that noone will blame me if i dont do well. cos at least i`ve tried. some times i seriously feel i`m useless lah. my parents place such high hopes & expectations on my. thats natural lah, cos i`m the eldest. bt my this yrs result is really dissapointing lah. i`ve nv done that badly in my entire life. i`ve nt only failed them. i`ve also failed myself. FRM NOW ON. I`LL START PAYING ATTENTION IN CLASS, I WANNA DO WELL FOR EOY! hope its nt too late bah. & SRY MSTEY. i dont wanna takepart in the piano competition. cos i know if i take part & lose, i may even stop playing the piano. haha. so better nt lah.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7/13/2007 11:47:00 PM
7/13/2007 11:47:00 PM
NICOLE WONG
I've just turned 17 this MAY 5TH!. Just graduated from Compassvale Secondary and currently a student of Singapore Polytechnic!♥